PASSION TIME.

as you guys may know, i love to write qoutes, poems & songs <3.

ever since i started to write songs, i got inspirated by many different singers, i dont know how to call this, but do you know this feeling when youve to write everything down, whats on your mind atm. on a white paper? YES! exactly this is the feeling, i sometimes have when im thinking way too much about different stuffs. sometimes i cant even stop to write, cos if you got 1 inspiration in your mind, then youve to write it down somehow/somewhere or else youll forgot it. & yes im SO forgetful, that i always needa paper to make some notices. & if im writing, i put all my emotions and passion in it that i dont even hear if a friend is screaming my name. yeeh!
k, SO actually i wanted to share some quotes i wrote with you, cos quotes & poems are 2 totally different things. i prefer quotes cos quotes are just like ''citations'' easy to write down & it doesnt matter if it makes sense or not. - other than poems, cos poems do always need rhymes and verses. well, you may already saw my title picture today called '' LOVE RD. ONE WAY - DO NOT ENTER! '' do you know what it means? mh, in my eyes it sounds like '' if you enter this road, you may will not find out the way back. or if you enter, theres no EXIT - just like a labyrinth - the ONE WAY! so DO NOT ENTER if you dont want the LOVE ROAD ''.(: i sorta like it. okay there are so many peoples outta the world who always fall in love, are together, dating, marrying and and and.. but, do they really know what the REAL DEFINITION OF LOVE is? i guess some did know it & some not. so lemme show you my definition of love maybe you agree with me, & i hope youll like it <3. ♥════════════════════════════════♥
there is no real definition for love. it could be that endless feeling of happiness you get from being around that person, or the butterflies you feel fluttering around inside of you when he smiles. but one thing im sure of, is that we all fall in love sometime in our life, and when we do, then. and only then! - we can give our definition of love. even though, sometimes people say they love you but apparently they dont know the meaning of that either. i love you. such a simple sentence. with thousands of meanings attached to it. it can make you feel different things. it can make you feel wanted, happy, safe. it can mean many different things. sometimes we say it freely and sometimes we say it with our whole emotions and passion in them.

amy. <3>

shit happens.

yeeh, the title of my blog is telling everything!
im sorta pissed of v.v cos my whole plans for the weekend get CANCELED by me ''-.- 1st cos of the bad weather, daaawn! its snowing in BREMEN the whole day *-.- its so effin cooold :O + smoothy too ~ & 2nd its SO frustrating, cos today we got our school certification and guess what? its kinda idk, lemme call it '' average '' two A's ~ math ''D'' etc. things could be better, but i was SO distracted lately, that ive forgot &+ untended my whole school, & im still trying to figure out, HOW? :| , i really dont know where my mind went along these months...something really knocked me outta my high levels all the way down ''-.- & im still pissed even when i think of it aaaargh >.< ~ well i decided to have a BIG BREAK from everything, i even accepted to keep a distance with my besties :Z but ive too, ive to find myself again, i need to concentrate my whole body & brain with school :O :S, yeh i blamed myself...but mistakes happen & im just a human, ill learn from my bad choices & ill make it even better.. ;) my break is gonna be from today on 'til 27th february or even 'til the eastervacas. & maybe then ill do everthing to make my plans reborn again :D <3.
SO im really sorry THY & JAE, i really wanted to come. i hope ya ² understand my '' bad excuses'' xD, ill deff. come so dont worry & when im there THY? youll get a big surprise *-* & JAE? youll get your mcd food ;p hope theres nothing else you wanted lmao. xD?! my girls thanks for understanding me, well see us ASAP..1/2 months arent that much, SO 'til then : GOD BLESS YALL &+ TAKE CARE; STAY TUNE & AMY LOOOOVES YEEEEEEEW <33!>

JUST CALL MY NAME & ILL BE THERE

& again days are passing by..and im still thinking of you <3.


so did i ever mentioned that friends are the most best damn thing that you could ever have? did you ever asked yourself, ''how can i derserve someone like her/him''? - well, i did and im so so so thankful to have them always around me, even if the greatest ones live so far away...they will always have a big place in my heart - you asking why? cos theyre always there for me since i know them, i can trust them anything i want to and theyll keep it, i can laugh with them 24/7 and they laugh with me, i can hug them whenever i want to cos they feel the same, i can goofy around with them and they do the same & i can call them even if it must be at 3 in the morning, cos theyre always there for me! and thats what i call bestfriends, i can count on them <3. i just love them so so much & thats what ima tryna to write in this blog ill name each one of them who are meaning the world to me so be careful and dont judge them if you dont know who theyre ;D. so ill NOT write them in places like 123, no cos each one of them deserve the first place haha alright (:

pinar : my crazyfrog <3 :] we know each other since aug. 2OO8 and i still remember like it was yesterday...our first meeting in the school hall..remember when i thought youd be cocky & bitchy? geez i guessed so wrong..but i really thought turkey girls are like that...so sorry my boo <3. well when you asked me ''are we in the same class'' i answered ''yes'' - didnt know that our conversation would go on..so i run off xD..& what did you do? you even followed me & im glad for that haha..SO yeah boo (: youre my other half, always fun with you..we both are the classclownes...even if some ppls wont believe that id open my mouth cos i dont look like an openup person, but secretly i am :] thanks to youuu <3. i love youuu my girl <3. youre simply the best what happenend to me... AMINAR forever <3. ~


sarii : my classicshortie <3. ((: - well how long do i know you? its uncountable dont you agree..i just remember that we used to know each other very looong but just with our eyes xD..we went to the same school & just saw each other in the school breaks..and ''hi'' was the only thing we used to say..so many months or even years passed by..& all of a sudden we had the same hobby..naimly reading mangas <3. *-* so we shared our hobbies :] & became good friends til today & im really thankful for that <3. youre such a wise & smart person, i love the way youre are. simply yourself..most people always fake themselves and thats really pity but cant change it. i just wanna let you know, that youre so damn important for me, youre irreplaceable & a carefriend ill never lose! being with you is like living in a different world..you & i & even beatrice have always so much fun every weekend is just our (: THANK YOU for being my friend SARII <3. lylylyly <33.


beatrice : my ms. high heels addicted giiiiirl <3. youre someone that i can always count on, no matter if im mad at you or NOT youre always there..i still cant believe that i just know you 1year it feels like id know you since day 1 <3. you always got an highlight with you, theres no day i could ever feel down or lonely with you. you brighten up my whole life (: im so thankful that i have you :], you always make me smile& laugh..even in my baddest emotions you always got a pokerface in your arms to erase it outta my face <3. im still asking myself what would i be without you? i guess nothing! again im so glaaad to know you beatrice <3. no matter what, im always there for you too <3. ilove you bestie! you,sarii& i the pinkbrowniez since 1year <3. how amazing is that? :D. theyll last forever, i pinky promise <3. (:


thy : my soulmatesis *-* <3. youre incredible (: youre my one and only i could call angel from the heaven <3. :], im still thankful for the good fate that was with me, back then when i ''added'' you in svz <3. geeez i remember our first wall to wall conversation, 1st it started short..& then they become even looonger <3. we had so much to tell each other, even tho we just knowed us from the inet, it seemed like we know each other for so looooong *-*, youre so amazing & pretty <3. you always helped me out if i had a bad mood, you always gave me the feeling that im never alone <3. you teached me how to live life to the fullest, and i do :] i cant wait to hug you ina few dayys <3. & then will rock the dtown streets. ((: ouw & dont forget were the partiechicas <3. i lalalovee you waay too much sugaaarboo <3.


thi-my : my wifeeey <3. woow, my girl YOU MAKE ME SPEECHLESS *-* <3. i just can repeat myself over & over again [[: cos youre the best that happened to me :), I LOVE YOU; thi-myyyy *-* such a cute & wonderful girl <3. ME & U always texting in private messages, you always helped me out in my saddest & highest moods (: you always cared so much for me :]] so do I. you just remember me like youd be my younger best sister <3. i can trust you whenever i want to *-* youre simply uh-mazing & if you read this please remember always : just call my name & ill be there <3. ill be always there for you, no matter what, in good & bad times, im there (: i lalalove you thi-my <3.


aya : ms. EXPLOSION <3. gooosh *____* girrrrl youre my favorite haha, i love you so much bestie <3. :D youre incredible uh-maaazing & such a cute &+ beautyy young giiirl <3. i really love you alooot (: you even make me feel complete :], you always helped me when i had my up&downs emotions, you always had a topic to make me smile & laugh again *-* & im so so thankful for that :D <3. i nearly could call you : MY THERAPEUT ;p jokeee haha, MY GORGEOUS HELPER, youre just like the carebears *-* such a lovely thing, thanks for everything, even when you live in NBG, who said we cant be friends? im glad to know you, youre undescribable, my rawr perfection, i really adore you, and you know that *-*! i hope to see you asap dont forget amy is there for you too <3. i lalalalalove youu!


jae : my ahjussi <3. where should i start now? well you& me, me& you that could be a loooong entry xD SO, youre really important to me, even if you dont believe me. but, the first time when we wrote, i remember like it was yesterday was pretty cool & funny ;D we really understand each other after 3Omins or 1hour [: & thats what a best connections makes out! you used to make me laugh every minute no matter how down or hyper i was, you always had a POKERFACE & made me laugh again (: & im so thankful for that jae <3. you really got a big heart and you totally got my respect for being the person who you are, i really never met a guy like you, i always asked myself.. ''how can it be possible that someone like him, could understand what im talking about'' xD, im so straaange & you really got on my level. but then, you were gone for some months and i really thought you wont come back or even talk to me anymore, so i became lonely..cos in you i found my first best male friend <3. cos amy doesnt trust any guy her private or bored stuff too. but you were totally the opposite, youre a nice, smart & cute boy, i couldnt help but talk to you (: so i did :] & wow, my first impression was like omg, ''hes talking to me'' - like '' am i dreaming '' xD. i know weird, but amy things always so negative, just senseless. well, after some months you came back, and you even didnt forgot me, and that made me glad again <3. thanks for being there for me jae :] & i hope & wish you'll always be, cos youre the best i ever had for some reasons you know?! <3 haa, that reminds me on drakes song '' best i ever had'' you the fucking best höhö ;).I like you a lot, youre irreplaceable to me <3!!! & I lalalove you really much in a friendship way, so don't forget : NOTHING will CHANGE that :*


Ha : my pupsface <3 [: - remember our first conversation at ''asiancy''? your first question was '' do youve a brother named ****** ''? and i said '' yes i do ''..& blaaa :D, actually i saw you at the ''azn party in bremen'' i was like '' omg that girl must be really cocky '' but i guessed wrong again. so we talked& talked at ''acy'' and you even told me that your boyfriend is the best buddie from my older brother :), so that made our conversation even better and longer, somehow. & then you even moved from rostock to bremen to work in our town & to be near your bf :D, well then we had our first meeting, & what did we do? we went SHOPPING, generally for GIRLS (: it was pretty much fun with you (: ~ so we didnt even met just 1 time, no we even met 2 times more, & what shall i say about you? youre a BEAUTIFUL&+ STUNNING young GIRL i really adore you a lot <3. every time we used to talk about BOYS, funny how different our opinions are about them x] thats why we never get the chance to take pictures cos we taaalk way too muuuuch xD but honestly : you really are a wise, helpful &+ caring person *-*, i really didnt know where i should go with my problems, if i hadnt you. you tried to help me out & showed me the right ways! pity that im SO stubborn & realize the good things at the end of the day :|, but thats SO me. nevermind back to you ;D, youre simply fabulous to me (: i lalala love youuuu girrrrl <3. hope it will last forever xD, better always. <3.

heinrich : youre my JERK x] haha! to me, youre a true black gangsta xD, naw JOKE! you know what i mean right? well, we know each other from ''asiancy'' and we really became good friends dont cha think? we even met us for 1 time & guess what? that was FUNNY with you xD, i really laughed my ass out when i was around you (: you even put my ''EMO'' typ ( thats what you call me) aside & make me look like a NERD with ya xD..and thats what i like the most about you <3. youre really my one & only sensei haha :D, i hope our friendship will grow and i hope youll always stay around, no matter how brainless & weird i am ((: thank you so so much andreeeej :P i can count on you whenever i want to & amy likes you my little teddybear *-* <3. :D. ow no better ya short dick man hahaha, i lalalalike youuu shaawty <3.

citation of the day : TRUE FRIENDS ARE NEVER APART. MAYBE IN DISTANCE; BUT NOT IN THE HEART <3. !!


written by : amy [ babycakes ]

ok, this blog here you gonna read, is just for one special person [ i won't name him] - & i hope someday he'll read carefully + understands what ima tryna to write down right now.

well, i dont know if he meant me with the note i just read for about 1hour in svz..but i guess it goes out to me. so lemme clear some things with you, my dear friend!

we have overestimated, hoped this ''friendship'' survives on its own. we feared everything, and yet we both still will be struggling to the end. nobody wants to suffer the consequences, and with every conversation our reprieve is extended, we protest secretly in our own minds that everything has changed, those changes we took, that end up in the last four days. according to the time, the roles are distributed. it is tearing, weve been trying to find each other. however, we just figured out we lied to ourselves. maybe weve known it from the beginning, were so different. we gotta fight for peace, well how paradoxical is that? even when love should be the refuge when i let weapons fall down. we wanted to talk it out,when ill visit you in dtown. yet each breaks in two, and when it comes to us, why did we do? and if luck isnt in there, what are we looking for? it makes me sick, im supposed to be the one who is to blame and at the same time i am shouldering the entire burden. im supposed to break everything, but at the same time, i always cross back to you and push away everything well. i questioned myself, what can i change over and over again, just to make you look at me. i dont know how i should bend myself. i dont know how i can be honest to me, and to love you. god knows i miss you, but i have limited faith. it slips out of my hands, ive been trying to control those emotions, to forget them. i will throw chances, again and again, because we deserve it. i know i cant fight anymore, i cant do anything for us anymore. i am giving up, for the first time in my life and now, its your turn because, it seems like we lose each other! & thats what i dont want, listen: im fine, you made your own decision and ima try my best to understand it, & if you meant me with ''not allowed to fix her broken heart'', you did - but just cos you didnt talked to me like we used to do. when i said : im fine nothing is wrong, you shouldnt listened to me, you had to clear things up - instead you even wrote : im always there if you wanna talk - that was kinda sarcasm cos you exactly know that im just down cos of you, so how am i supposed to tell you? nevermind things happened & i dont want to talk about it anymore..SO if you want to see me like the old amy, then just hit on my comment box & talk to me as we used to do. ill keep in touch, just if you want to. wow im tired of typing just now...but still not finished..well even if my feelings for you are still the same..i guess it wont change for a longer time..but i hope it doesnt change anything about us..i just gave up to fight..doesnt mean i hate you or something like that!! YOU nerd (: i still like you alotta so theres no need to write things like id be ''wearing a mask'' xD..uhm..about that, why are you thinking that? & what is your OPINION about this whole storie i wrote again? well im out 3 bloggs tonite is enough i guess <3.>

tae yang the girrrls heartcatcher

alright ladddieeeees & g'ssssssss (:

lets save this spot for ____________________
daa daa daaa the one & only TAE YANG!

dear reader? .. would you mind to describe him in one word? - - - cant do it? why? lemme guess.. cos he deserves more than that? cos hes unbelieveable, hot, cute, sexy, rawr, beautyy, nice, & irreplaceable? &+ his voice and style is uh-maazing& unique? and youre melting like an icecream if you only hear his name? yeeh i know and im feeling wiff you my dear<3. (: how it comes that amy likes ow i mean loves/adores taeyang? well it was in 2OO9 back then in summer when i was in ATL x] yaah sorry im annoying wiff USA x]. uhm, my couszine called honey was always since she was 15 [now shes 19] addicted to animes, mangas & everything what had to do with azn stuff. SO yeh i also liked azn stuff..but more mangas..but i wasnt that interested...it was a normal thang for me..like a hobby. mh SO one dayy she showed me some azn musikk i guess the first one i saw was 2ne1 - fire.. my first impression of them was like : *___* wow theyre nice tho..& i totally fell in love wiff their style..it catched my eyes..& then she showed me the boygroup bigbang..the song called - GO! & B000000M! guess what? it HAPPENED! :o amy's heart fell in love with TAEYANG, sounds pretty much sarcasim cos i cant fell in love wiff someone i dont know but, who doesnt fell in love wiff someone whos fame huh? yupp right! its N0RMAL =]]. SO yeh i just saw his face& his voice& his style and from that day on...i was listening to every songs of him *___________________* <33. (Y). meeeen this dude got it, duuuh! :* hes NOT normal...& hes not to compare with CB sorry buts simply the truth...just cos CB is international fame..& everyone knows him, doesnt mean he would be good..i dont listen to CB's songs anymore.. once he was a great guy..but now hes nothing more than a fucking bootlicker...his songs are lame...i just like the meanings...& his voice sucks ;D sorry for being that honest about CB! but its the truth. baaaaack to TAEYANG - i love & i guess some ladies out there too, his new a song wedding dress..k its sorta older but it will always be a hit! & im thankful for those who are making eng sub's for non koreans like me :] appreciate that, thaaanks ((: but amy will take a korean lesson asap <33. yaaaey . & amy will make a short trip to korea too waay *-* <3. SO thanks again :* -- ow i think its really pity that the GERMAN tv's dont show AZN musikkvids. :( i mean seriously who wants to watch laame GERMAN RAP or SOUL huh? no one *-.- that sucks..i hate VIVA x] & MTV is gonna be the NEXT! whats wrong wiff them...AZN MUSIKK is the best...& if TAEYANG & CO. would be showed on those CHANNELS!! theyd deff. make it to the GERMAN TOP1 !!-- its so frustrating to watch there vids. in the inet..but on the other hand its PERFECT or else we hadnt any place to watch any songs from them <3. (: SO its fine wiff that..i guess we all can live wiff that..but it would be better if the GERMANS would know what MUSIKK really is.. :]

amy is hitting this lines <3.>

amy & her addiction.

this picture was taken 2OO8 nov. me & my beauty sister, today id be nothing without her, no matter how many times weve got beefs, we still stick together, and thats what best sisters are about, iloveher she got my back& i got hers. <33.



heeey, amyy is SO back [[: feels like ages..but im SO back ill blogg more often. promise it & im SOOO sorry for that, it was just i was sorta busy with school and alotta other stuffs..& just now when i wanted to log in again, i forgot my pw :Z, had to change it again..blaah >.< amy is SO brainless tho. so yeeh, as i can see ive got 2 readers ((: thats SO nice, haha ! im poor i know..& yeh im boring ya wiff my lame bloggs,..but who said you must read them eeh? no one. exactly.. bluub beep ..uhm yeh, back to the topic, --- what was it again? did i even started a topic? naw i didnt..nevermind im sorta weird since 2dayys..everything seems SO heavy, dont know why.. aight. what shoulda tell ya now? didnt blogged since december 22th. but ima tryna to write more, even if im busy wiff school.. btw. soon my exams will start.. geeeez -.- dont want to xD..but ive too .. that means no freetime for amy anymore... buhuuu :Z.. have to meet my girls asap.. or else theyll hate me xD..yeh SO cant wait for tha summer holidayys..SO excited to fly to tha states again...for those who always dont believe me, i was in usa [atl] 2x in year 2OO7 & last year i went there alone ;D was so GREAT! except of the flight..but it was worth it (: & im glad that my granny & whole family lives there..<3. ATL = Atlanta Georgia, is a great town, id say its the 2nd best one of the whole states..first the weather.. :D:D daaang! its SO hooooot, unbelieveable 45 degree..everyday!! & even when it rains [ not that often ] its still HOT! (: haach i just can say : its the AMERICAN DREAM! i swear to god i love & im addicted to it <33. especially the CLOTHES wuuuuwa theyre SO cheaap u got to hit those stores..& you better dont take any clothes wiff youh when ya fly to tha states..cos if youre 1x there..& buy some clothes...believe me : your luggages will be full& ya need a second luggage.. NO KIDDING!! i was there and i just had 1 luggage & i came wiff 2 back to germany {{: <33. yeeeh uhm mh i forgot what i wanted to write..lemme think gaaaah amy is brainless... <33. yupp short : usa is tha best ! not even to TOP (: could be that ill move to usa, will see. need new inspirations. oww, about the pinkbrownies & the collection 369 is still working out..dont worry we will make our longshirt come out asap..were just too busy to focus on it rightnow..& i had a lot problems private& so on.. well well well...

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IM OUT <3. xxxxxxx

Chapter 2 - short story about 4 girls ;D.

Pink -> Browniez
Hey ya'll we, the ''Pink Browniez'' are 3 Girls named ; Sarii[18],Bea[2O],& Amy [2O]. So yeah we just come up with this name as we meet us in Sarii's House, cos we always bake ''browniez&pink cupcakes'' so I ( Amy ) decided to call us 3 the PinkBrowniez and from that day on our life is starting with "designing"...the question is what are we designing?! We are designing CLOTHES but not only clothes, its of course clothes in pink&brown colors just like our groupname ;D. Yaey awesome idea isnt it x). Well just now we designed a longshirt and its pink with brown lines in it etc. and on the back of the shirt stands a number [369]. The number stands for a sepcial reason, 3 is for four girls, 6 is for six eyes & 9 for the housenumber of our bestie called Sarii cos we always met at hers so thats why we decided to take the number 9! COOL isnt it ;D?! it is, i know haha x). & yeah we want to make our dreams come true, we want to make peoples happy with our collection. We all know that life isnt that easy! But we're all little dreamers, and if we fight for what we want to become, i guess then we'll get it ;D. Ow I forgot to tell you Guys, we all 3 live in Germany but we decided to create our CLOTHES international, we want to become very popular and thats gonna be a loooong trip till we get to the TOP! but we wont give up easiely so be ready for a new generation, thats gonna move your feet ;D. I hope you'll love + like and respect our passion for designing CLOTHES freaky and normal ones! The Brand for our CLOTHES is of course PB for PinkBrowniez and its definetly for everyone cos age is just a number ((: <3. style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">Peacz Out xoxo

The Pink->Browniez